I would love to post some spiritual uplifting post but honestly don't have on lol! I have been sick for a week now. I sound like a frog and have a nasty cough that gets worse at night along with having a hard time breathing. Yuck!
I have been to church once in three weeks AHHHHHHHHHHH...................... I miss it! And my little Wednesday class with the little guys!
So since August we have had Staph/Strep infections in two children, Impetigo with one child, Molluscum conlagiosum in three to four of the kids,fevers with my oldest and I,coughs with everyone in the house,sore throats in three children and Me, and I lost my voice. We have been to the emergency room three times and doctor twice. Oh I am tired of all this. I have been at home so much I am going crazy with wanting to be around adults. Do something other than clean,teach,cook and repeat!
Yah I am complaining sigh... I know it will get better! Life is so full of twists and turns,ups and downs.....
On the up side I am beginning to think of Christmas and crafts to make. I have found one I want to try but am unsure I have enough time or will be able to do it. I haven't Crocheted in a long time!
My heart is heavy seeing all the pain and hurt that people are dealing with and that people put others through! Oh I wish people weren't so selfish in life! Ahh I know I still am selfish so I am speaking to me as well!

The boys have truly treated me well while I have been sick! I am so Blessed with my boys! They can be so thoughtful! Tonight as I read to them one of them said they wished I felt better,another said I was coughing more. I said it was from me reading so my four year old said,"Mom I think you should only read a little because of your cough" And I did! Sweet things! And they always add me to there prayers.

Blessed

I am feeling very blessed right now! I love the man God has put in my life! He is sooo awesome! lol!
I am soo thankful for the presence of God in all my trials and sorrows! No matter how down I may feel God always sends a message through Himself, friends,husband or my children,radio,Bible. What more could I ask for? :) Life sure isn't easy! Decisions we have to make are not easy many many times! But when and I mean when cause I don't always do it lol but when you pray and let God be the one to direct you in making decisions it will always give you peace even if it hurts to make that decision. Lol if that makes any since! Well it does for me! I am just happy for a husband who redirects me to the Lord when I am hurt or kicking myself for something I did wrong or said wrong! He is such a blessing!
My Boys are growing so big! Schooling is going! Good sometimes, great others and not well other times lol!